I might have to bid goodbye to you.
Seriously, I can't bear to.

Though you've not brought me far,
You've brought me to work, and home..
Ironically, you can't bring me to the hospital.
Because you need to go one too.

You flew, and left me behind.
Now I just have to compare whose injuries are more costly.
Yet, I still do not regret having you in the first place.
Now I'm comtemplating if I should let you go..

i didn't mean to make you tear,
was just trying to make things clear.

how did things end up this way,
i don't want to bring this up another day.

leave me alone, at least, for now,
i don't want you to hear me growl.

i hope the best for you,
just as you wish, for me too.

love.

Hais.. So angry with livejournal and photobucket. Why can't I get the size of the collage right????
Oh well, I got bored and decided to post my very very outdated Hong Kong pictures!
And the food in HK deserves another collage of their own (that's when I'm bored again). Too angry with the photobucket already. Hehe.

Life's going to be exciting.
Going for attachment on the 4th of september in the prisons.
Many told me, it's political, it's depressing, it's regimented, it's just not for someone like me.
I am apprehensive at first. But since I've made a decision, I am ready for whatever that is to come!

Anticipates.

Don't tell me "in the name of Art"

The joy of pain lingers in you.
To allow you to forget the worries of the world, just for that moment, that is.
Out to prove, what you have within, the strength, the courage?

Is it bravery? I doubt so.

The fear continues to grip you in the dark.
You scream and you wail when no one is looking.
The soul longs for a Greater cover. Not a blanket of paint and pain.

The people tear for you.
Please, if you may, love yourself.

p.s. Cringed at the sight of needles and ink.

Round One - I can Run..

Round Two - I can Sing..

Round Three - I can Talk..

Round Four - I can Write..

Round Five - I can be a Good Prison Officer..

Round Six - I can be a Good Girlfriend..

Round Seven - I can be a Good Daughter

Round Eight - I will earn More Money

Round Nine - I am reaching..

Round Ten - Yes, I really can Run..

I realised chanting is a good way to increase my stamina, that's how i finish my ten rounds earlier on. Try it! But that comes with breathing, inhale "I can", exhale "the last few words", get your momentum and you can finish the number of rounds you planned.

You were out window shopping, you saw your friend's boyfriend having a meal with a girl whom you have never seen.

a) Call your friend immediately and tell on him.
b) Pull the 'boyfriend' aside and question him.
c) Call your friend and asked if she's out with her boyfriend, and tell her what you saw.

If you have chosen (b) and realised he actually lied to your friend,

b1) Would you keep a secret for him? ( He simply needs to find a present for your friend and needs a second opinion. )
b2) You would get him to tell your friend the truth before she finds out from you!

P/S: You know the 'boyfriend' personally too but it's through your friend that you knew him and you are definitely closer to her!

I'm interested in finding out how many different opinions I have to this situation although I already have an answer I would stick to. Keke.

目前最想要做的事　－　拉者包包独自一个去泰国的荒岛。

我已经决定从此跟平面设计说再见。

我不觉得可惜，也不觉得我浪费了三年的时间去修读这一科。

金钱，一张纸。
经验，一辈子。

我要克服

１）对黑暗，血，害虫，鬼魂的恐惧。
２）对批评，拒绝的不满。

fishiefied is back from space.
total lack of oxygen and warmth.
but absolutely enriched and fulfilled. :)

he made me really really angry again and that's it for me . but he already bought tickets to go batam with cecil and me, futhermore, he bought banana boat tickets for us to play. i said i don't want to see him there. he went for beer, drank so much til he puked like mad behind tampines interchange! and when he is puking, some beggar was collecting his puke as food! unfortunately, he was caught by the 'vandalism police' for puking in public. i chased after the car but it disappeared after awhile. i woke up in guilt. ha, what a dream :P

DO NOT PUKE IN PUBLIC. IT IS AGAINST THE LAW. at least in my dream.

8th - 9th April 2006
Holiday ••• Batam